| wow it's been a while. probably not going to update until middle of next year or something. well this summer has been shiitty. June.
seeing my baby girl graduate, my graduation, last day of school, millesent left for honduras, crying, stopped crying for someone after soo many months, hanging out w. janette, oscar, steph, jeff, jeanie for about a week while they were in town. wildwood, ghost hunting, drinking, yep. July.
Michelle spent the first couple days w. me as she was in town. steph's 4th of july bbq was awesome. fireworks, food, friends, pool, and pictures, went to the beach and bordwalk to see fireworks, saw diana on july 3rd for the first time since april 1st. only for 10 mins. though then never saw her again. after steph's bbq got during the ride home started cried my heart out from 12:30 am - 4:44 am. for 4- almost 5 years i've known michelle, that was the first time she seen me cry soo hard. then left for oklahoma on july 5th. boring as shiit over there, but made a new friend, somewhat of my god cousin. got $100 and bought clothes and shoes. then july 31st i went to florida to august 8th. met another new friend. mike's cousin noynoy. gotta admit got tight pretty quick. August.
went to the movies w. oscar, lisa, anna, ana, dave, and justine. it was fun. we saw step up. channing tantum is fucking HOT. i love guysz who can dance `:). august 15th my last time in philly w. my homegirls. last time seeing my baby wifey janette. studio pictures, mallin` at the gallery, dimsum and bubble tea mmhmmm.. roaming central city around the colleges, parks, and museums? chi town is cools. crazy hobo woman chasing us isn't cool AT ALL. it's a day i wont forget. every now and then.
well it's almost close until the day i move. this whole summer i notice how much everything has changed, even me. i miss how everything use to be. i realize how much i've grown apart from ALOT of people. i realize how much people have changed with and without me. i realize people chose to change or they can't control what life has to offer. everyone changes each and everyday. i've grown apart from alot of highschoolers. the only ones i`m mainly still close to is lisa, oscar, steph. basically those are the ones who've i've been close to and still stay close to. i reminisce on to my old days when i was close to "everyone". then as i grow apart from other people i believe it's both of our faults as we sit here and do nothing. we just look back on how we use to be, reminiscing isn't going to do anything but make you cry and smile. make emotions change. at times things can grow weaker if you chose to leave it as it is and make it weaker. things can grow stronger if you chose to continue what you have with that person. when your heart takes your mind to the past, to take place in the memories i bet all you can do is either smile, cry, think, or regret. at times you have to figure out what makes you happy, and what makes you sad. i've figured part of it, and i still got a long way to go.. . i've spoken my thoughts. and i wont be back for a while now.. . |
T-T `='[ ya..if you get it.. but ya i got my moments. mom got effin pissy because we didn't go outside when she was driving around to look for stephs house. effin g ma said she just went out the house and so we waited since it was cold and raining outside and she got mad pissed being all like WHY DiDN'T YOU GO OUTSiDE BLAH BLAH BLAH..and then she went back home becus she couldnt find it.. and she was like YOU KNOW WHAT YOUR WALKiNG HOME AND YOU BETTER BE HERE iN 15 MiN! me and my bro was like WDF?! because it really doesnt take 15 mins to walk from stephs to my crib maybe like a 30 mins or some shiit..then we was about to call a taxi and stephs all effin paranoid being like NO NO NO and told her mom to take us home.. blah....... intresting eh? then got home mom biitchy etc. etc. grandma pisses me off.. etc etc. i miss my wifey janette 
